hahaha interesting tittle neh? hahaha i've always liked paradox's like that suppose it's one of the things i love about poetry. hahaha anywho never did fix things with that sigh oh well i'd be cool with it if i could just get me zen back and but i have'nt... eh i'll get to it tho. hahaha not gonna lay down a yet, on another note the issues some of my freinds were having have been resolved i'll give them hahaha humes are so funny aren't they but i'm happy to say most of them solved their problems with out me having to them, hahaha cept for maybe one perhaps but he will taken care of soon hahaha ehhh methinks i'm to much like a one day curiosity might just kill me. Speaking of i've been pretty much dead as an artist, so many ideas but no time to create them in hmmmm guess i know what i'm doing over the break... heh i'd put some poetry up if i didn't have perhaps i need to get out there and attack the world with my oh well thats it for now i guess time to log of my and laters then oh and in light of my freinds recent ordeals, I vow not to lose my to